My search for God began in my late teens, though my father would say that I always was a dreamer. It is true that the big questions of life have always interested me. However, it was not until I was nineteen that I began to see a connection between these inner questions and how we live our lives. When this insight dawned, it totally transformed my life.
This insight did not happen without a number of external factors coming into play. My search began in earnest at a time of crisis in my life. My mother was ill and dying. Our family structure and the reality I had known since childhood was falling apart. My mother’s illness made me seek a new understanding and a stronger anchor to hold onto in my life. At this critical juncture, the singer and neo-Hasidic teacher Rabbi Shlomo Carlebach married my father’s youngest sister.
Reb Shlomo’s teaching and music provided a powerful answer to my call. In the world of the Carlebach chevreh (community) I found a spiritual home for my soul. His Hasidim were warm and open people. They were also searching for deeper meaning and purpose in their lives.
Inspired by my new life, I decided to become a rabbi and went to Yeshiva University to study Talmud under the great Rabbi Joseph B. Soloveitchik and to earn my semikhah—rabbinic ordination. I also asked Reb Shlomo to give me semikhah and he agreed. I became the first student upon whom he bestowed ordination.
In 1981, my wife, Nomi, and I moved to the Old City of Jerusalem, where we started a center for Jewish studies called Hochmat Halev—the Wisdom of the Heart. The yeshiva provided religious education to both men and women and was revolutionary in its approach to learning and its emphasis on the spiritual life.
In 1985–86, I began to question some of the premises of my life. I had many doubts about the path I was following and the teaching I was offering to others. I closed the doors of Hochmat Halev, and in 1988, I moved to a little village in the south of France with Nomi and our two young sons, Adir and Navonel.
In France, I plunged into the exploration of the wisdom of other religions. I made contact with a number of spiritual communities, befriending monks, nuns, and other fellow seekers on the path. A woman swami, whom I had become close to, was my central guide and teacher during this phase of my journey. Under her guidance, I began to delve into my inner reality and learn the mysteries of the higher worlds. I lived a contemplative life, where I strove to deepen my experience of meditation and the process of inner awakening.
My life continued on in this fashion for 15 years. Then, on an autumn trip to Israel in 2004, an old friend of mine asked if I would consider beginning to teach meditation again. My friend’s words struck a chord inside me. The following year I formed a new meditation group in Jerusalem and began to fly back and forth to Israel three months of the year. I also started teaching and leading meditation workshops in North America.
In January 2018, my wife Nomi and I returned to live in Israel and opened Daat Elyon Jerusalem. During 2018-2020, the center held weekly meditations, classes, and workshops, as well as monthly meditation retreats.
When COVID came, Daat Elyon moved online and I began holding weekly meditations, teaching webinars, and providing personal guidance to seekers of different faiths from around the world. Between 2020-2023, I developed the core curriculum for the Daat Elyon Academy. Since September 2023, I have been building the Daat Elyon website together with a dedicated team of volunteers to offer the wisdom and practices from the core curriculum to a wider audience of seekers searching for meaning, purpose, and inspiration. At Daat Elyon, we are creating a community of like-minded seekers who yearn to transform their being and to heal, repair, and uplift the world.